Sunday, January 06, 2013

I always think the most...

...when it´s night time and I am lying in my bed with the computer. And today with all of your comments and answers to my post earlier today, I want to thank all of you for writing your stories, your feelings and above all, for being so kind and supportive to Sabine. Life is not always easy and it´s when we are in the deepest shadow, we need the light from others. Even if we can´t make someone feel better just by saying so to the person or writing something positive, it can show that there are someone who cares and that can in many ways be just what that person needs to see a little bit of light, even if just for a while.

So thanks to all of you, you are true angels and I feel blessed to have you here in my blog;=)

With these words and these photos I just took, looking out over the church, I wish you all a really good night. Sleep well, if you are going to bed or have a nice party, if you´re out in the night;=)

Hugs to you all, angels;=)


Océane said...

Sleep well too my angel!
And what a photo! Thanks! You look beautiful and nice you took the photo this way, and super good quality! =)

And thanks again for keeping this happy and positive place alive!

Love & Hugs !

Anonymous said...

Thanks to you, for being there for all of us.

Have a very good night.

pd.: OMG those beautiful eyes... stunning =)

Anonymous said...

Thanks Anette :-)

That church you live across from looks beautiful. I love looking at churches so I feel blessed that I also coincidentally live over the road from a church. Your church looks so nice lit up at night and so does mine :-)

I'm going to bed now. I've one more shift in work today then I'm on annual leave for over 1 week and a half :-) YAY!!!!

I'm thinking too and trying to decide if I should go to London or not to visit my best friend Rob who has lived in London for the past 10 years. I've been to London to visit him loads of times during the past 10 years and he's coming up here in a few weeks as he does a few times a year.

Sleep well Anette :-)

XxBriannaxX said...

its amazing how someones kind words can truly affect someone who is down and depressed. You're an angel as well Anette,without you Sabine probably wouldnt have gotten help,and you helped me as well. So thank you. And I thank the rest of the blog readers as well for also being helpful and loving just as you are Anette.
Sleep well and lots of love and hugs.

Carol Misokane said...

Hello Nettan.
I saw your last post and I was just trying to find the right words to comment here, because I have so many things to say and at the same time I have nothing.
The only thing I really want to say is that life is really hard, no matter if you have money or not, if you're famous or have a blessed family or none of that, there will be a time you will feel like a garbage, want to throw it all away and fade with the sunset. But we must not give in. I'm a prove of that!
I was always a kind sad child, not talking to the others and when I was growing I became really angry and nervous, I remember how my mom suffered with me. Had a father who never really cared for me and we used to fight for everything; he use to drink a lot of alcohol and when I became a teenager I couldn't accept that, so our relationship became harder. At the same time I was suffering bullying at the school and had anyone to talk about, so I got sick. When my father came to Brazil and me and my mom stayed in Japan, things were better for me, but the sickness was still there but nor me or mom wanted to accept this, so no doctor involved. Then we had to come back because of him, we had some problems with him and he just said:"if you don't come, I will kill myself" and my mom believed, so my sickness got worse and when we arrived, one month later he left us to live with another woman. I saw ourselves in an unknown place, with no one to help, so it was really hard. Then I started to feel worse and worse and my mom carried me to a heart's doctor and he diagnosed deep depression, and even now I can remember his bitter words: "I hate to medicate teenagers, but in your case there is no other solution than the pills. You take it or you will get worse and die." I was 18 and didn't want to accept this fact because together with this, he also found a heart disease in me, so I was really lost that time. But time goes by and if we don't go with it we die alive, and even though it was hard I accepted. I know I depend on the pills to survive; since then I've had so many relapses and the medication had to be changed and another one was added, because you know with depression so many other physical problems come too.
Nowadays I work in a place I don't really aprecciate but I'm looking forward, trying to be aproved in the University of Medicine - something I never thought I would want, but the doctor was really kind to me, was almost a father and right now the only way I found to thank him is doing to the others what he did to me.
What I have learned with all of these strong experiences is that no matter how hard our life is, we always must to carry on. Sometimes we need to stop and stay on our knees to rest a little, but we must always rise and walk. So many people will let us down, like they did with me, but we will find one, no matter if is through internet or personally, but we will find who will catch our tears and watch over us. And we must never ever forget that there's One person who will always be there for us, comforting our heart and drying our tears and giving us wisdom: God. If you don't believe in Him, start to!

And now my little, I just want to say sorry for the big comment, I know it bores you but I just wrote what my heart wanted to =). And say THANK YOU SO MUCH for being this wonderful and lovely person. Maybe you don't know, but you really help us more than lots of people who live closer.
Thank you so much! You're so special and only deserve the best in this world! That's why I loved you since the first time I heard your beautiful voice and no matter where you are, I will always pray for you and your family.

Love, Carol

Unknown said...

Aw! I feel blessed to be on your blog too, angel:)
U r such a nice person and u created such a nice environment on here.

Meghan H. said...

You also need to give yourself a pat on the back Anette, not only have others posted positive messages to support each other, you've also gone out of your way with it to reach out to those who post when they are going through something painful and hard. It does indeed help a lot knowing someone cares.

It helped me a lot when you told me to come here for support when I needed it when I was in a darker place. Right now my life has gotten so much better, and I don't know if it would have been without the support I got here, but now my life's back on track and I'm actually happy and comfortable being myself. So thank you

Sleep well Anette xo

Marianne said...

I promise to read more of your blog regularly. You have no idea what an inspiration this is. We live in a crazy world, and coming here to share "life" for the good and the bad in a positive, safe place is refreshing. Thank you for doing this! Hugs back to are an angel!

Marianne said...

I promise to read more of your blog regularly. You have no idea what an inspiration this is. We live in a crazy world, and coming here to share "life" for the good and the bad in a positive, safe place is refreshing. Thank you for doing this! Hugs back to are an angel!

Unknown said...

Thanks you for the support! Sometimes I feel that I dont want to live... But at the same time I understand: I have my parents, they are being with me, I have warm house! Some people even dont have this! And I hope my little troubles will go away very soon!
Thank Anette for your kind words! It is really support for every of us at the right time ;-) Usually when I read your posts I get inspiration! You are our angel ;-)

IsaWolfheart said...

Hi dear

So thanks for you too for this blog you'r a very very good person and I know, my dream it's to meet you a day after the show (I seen you since 2009 Live in Paris with Nightwish ) It's very long time lol

so thanks for your all answers for me I'm so happy ;-)


Anonymous said...

Hey Anette,
I've just read your response to Sabine. You are so right with your answer. Unfortunately, life is even so! Once beautiful and the next moment I do not know why I am in the world. Since I then wonder why I was born. But these are only very brief thoughts. The next moment I'm thinking about that life has so many beautiful sites. And then it's usually me very quickly well.
I'm sorry for Sabine that she currently is not well. But dear Sabine, life has certainly still something nice for yourself ready. As I'm sure!
My motto is very often: "What does not knocks me out, makes me only stronger!" I do not know if you, dear Sabine, understand what I mean.
Now I wish all a good Sunday.
Above all, I wish you Sabine all the best and love.
big hugs Kylie

Unknown said...

Hi Anette!

How are you? Thank you for this nice picture. I like the church. Thank you for your nice words. I read everyday your comments and I love it to read in your blog. Thank you for all.
Have a nice sunday.



shay said...

Goodnite.....beautiful lady....

Betty Blue said...

Hey Anette!
You know, YOU are the angel. You made us come here, and you built up this positive, friendly place for us. And we are so thankful!
By the way, regardind your book... Do you think it will be released in Germany? Or at least translated into English? I will have to ask my parents (they spent a week each year in Sweden) to get it for me, if it will be available in English or German ^^ Jag pratar inte svenska, so I need a translation.
So good to know you are out there!
Love, Betty

rainy said...

We all are here because of you, Anette, atmosphere on the blog makes our days a bit brighter :)

Carol Misokane- I read your comment Sweetie. Great to know you shared that with us :)
I don't believe in God, but I do believe in me ;)

Vinga said...

Hi Anette,
I think you have a right, no always is good in ours life but only we can change everything. :)
With Love, Kinga :*

I see you likes owls and I want give you the one on painting, which I'll painting specialy for You :)and send this to you, On my blog I put few from my portfolio, my camera is broken and I can't put more :/ If you want this one please contact with me on my private mail : ( Because I dont know Your private adress ;) I save this only for me because I respect you and your family. )

July said...

Hey Anette!

You also are an angel, the leader of the angels! ;D

Thanks for for letting us chatting about that kind of things, here in your blog.

Nalon said...

Hello Anette,

I´m an Angel?
I believe I'm not, Anette.

I would describe myself as a shadow creature. But to tell that would need more than a 1000 page book.
I have learned from my mistakes. From the perpetrator was a victim and conversely.
But with a look back, I had to do that in order to become the person I am.
Because that I can understand others better, but these findings make me afraid. To know both sides of one medal is not always good but helpful.

And my experience helps another why not;)

Have a nice Day, Nalon.

Beatrix said...

Yesterday night I saw this post and all those caring messages for Sabine and despite of my bad headache I felt pure peace and calmness.
Thank you!
Now I think should use the stage name: Angel Anette! ;-)
Take care!

Rosana said...

Thanks for keeping the blog and your dedication to all of us, this is our pleasant refuge! Your eyes are green or blue? I get confused sometimes about it :)

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