I wanna sa THANK YOU to ALL of you for comments in here, in my instagram and even private e-mails regarding my last blog post.
Its always so SAD when someone looses the LOVE for something they have loved doing all their life. If its music, painting or whatever. And the worst and hardest part is always to be able to acknowledge these feelings and accept them.
For me, its not something I cry over anymore. I have cried enough the last years. I have been really depressed, people around me have said I CANT stop singing, to keep fighting and so on but I have felt that even before the last straw happened with everything, my heart was broken, my musical spirit hurt and of course I can still sing now and then but its not the same.
So many people have hurt me, so many have taken advantage of me, so many stepped over me over and over again and so many are just God damn evil and I can't take it anymore.
Maybe I´ll find a new love for music one day, maybe I´ll work with better people, maybe the spark come back but for now, school takes my time, work takes my time, my family need me and my children need a HAPPY mum and I need to move on.
I will be here for YOU all, I will be here taking outfit photos, telling about my school, cherish the music memories and of course I´ll sing in Tel aviv in December and if something else FUN that I want to do comes up and I have time for it these studying years you know I´ll sing again=)
'What I am learning now is new things about myself. It takes courage, it takes pain to see who we truly are and it takes lots of LOVE from others to come through hard days and I have the best of family around me, new working colleges, YOU all and I want to say God bless you all for being who you are and sending me so much love.
I hope I can share more stories from the "BAD" sides of the business with you cause I KNOW I would like to be warned about them all before entering the music business. So be sure I´ll tell more about it=)
ENJOY this day!