Tuesday, January 20, 2015

The secret is out and I´m gonna be in TÄHDET TÄHDET in Finland=)=)

So happy to finally be able to share the secret I´ve had the last months and its that I´m gonna be in the lovely TV-show called TÄHDET TÄHDET in Finland, which is STARS STARS in English=)

This TV-show is gonna start airing March 1st in MTV3 and it will be live shows every week and I will be dancing and singing different genres every week until one artist is the winner=)

Genres will be many but for instance 90´s, punk, opera, musicals, finnish rap!! and more=)

I am so thrilled and me and my boys will move over to Helsinki in the end of february and we are so excited to live in Finland=)

Here you can watch all about the show:


Here´s a longer interview made by Katsomo.fi:


And here´s some photos from the live-TV broadcast when we were presented in the big mall KAMPPI today and from the photoshoot:





FUN times ahead!

When u believe u did good...

…but failed?

Yeah, I got one exam back and one that felt so good when writing it and the shock I got that I didn't pass it was big yesterday as well as my feeling of being a loser.

I know, of course I´m NOT a loser for flunking one exam but in my mind where I always want to be perfect and best, my inner voice kept saying that I am bad and has no brain after I got the result…

Isn´t it horrible that me and maybe some of you too, if you also have these high demands on yourself, do this to ourselves. Putting ourselves down, thinking we are bad instead of thinking: Hey, ok darling, you didn't pass the test. Ok, that wasn't so good but YOU did GOOD ENOUGH!!! You made your BEST and you worked hard but sometimes HARD isn't enough…


And yeah, I did work hard but there are just so many things buzzing in my life at the same time so studying and also doing my music are colliding and at times it will be like this - my brain can't take in it all and yeah, exams might fail.

Nothing to do - head up high- move on and give myself a tap on the shoulder for good job and with the knowing it will go better next time…

Programming my brain to think differently is hard but I need to do it cause being a "perfect" is just so damn hard and life is to short.

Love yourself and be kind to yourselves=)

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Today I need to move inwards...

...to my inner spirit cause my soul says its a bit sad and I need to listen to it. I have these days and its usually after having been resting some days from exercising and calming down so today I´ve been out for a walk to get air, been sitting down and thinking of my life and what I want. And I´ve decided to go to my dear friend who´m I´ve been neglecting for a while so today will be a day for catching up with her and my inner spirit.

To make me feel my spirit music helps and here´s todays spotify list I really like for this.

http://open.spotify.com/user/spotify/playlist/2ujjMpFriZ2nayLmrD1Jgl

NAMASTE!


Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Monday, January 12, 2015

My favorite make up products=)

Hi all!

So today I thought I´d make a post about what make up products I use the most at the moment so here we go!


My foundation is a mix of two - one lighter from CHANEL that I mix with a darker one from MAKE UP STORE. More about these another day. Today I only show you my weekday make up and when it comes to rouge, powder and so on.

I don't want to much make up on my eyes in the regular day so I focus on my lips and I LOVE red lips and the best one is without a doubt YSL! It´s like a lipgloss combined with lip stick and it lasts on for many many hours. Perfect!


For concealer I use the triple one from KICKS and I normally mostly use the one that takes away redness on the sides of my nose and on my nose. 


For powder I use a transparent fast powder from ESTÉE LAUDER and for rouge I always first use a bronzer rouge by MAKE UP FOREVER and then I top with a pink rouge from YSL


For mascara I use a new water proof one from EYEKO that gives me perfect thick and long lashes and also stays on even during my hard cross fit sessions=) 5/5 points for that!!


There´s my easy make up for normal days=) Will post more party ones and so on soon!

HUGS!

Sunday, January 11, 2015

I had my whole weekend planned and then...

…friday evening my ear started hurting and BOOM the whole weekend I´ve been having ear pain and finally my ear drum was ruptured and I had to visit the doctor to get antibiotics today. Those damn kids bugs, carrying home small bugs from pre school and giving them to me all the time=) When will these bugs stop coming home to me?=)

Thankfully I am not touring as before so I can be ill and take it easy nowadays. If it had been some years ago I would be in panic:

- My voice! My ears! How will I be able to stand on stage tonight??

The singers every day thing to have to deal with: bacteria phobia and being scared of getting ill all the time.

I wish there were some kind of protection a singer could wear- like a full body spray to use every day that would protect us against ALL bugs ALL the time=) haha! Now when I study to be a nurse, maybe I need to start being a micro biologist who can come up with this??=) Perfect! 

Thats a plan!

Next weekend I have my last exam for this semester before I start all over again in another university. A bit sad to leave my class mates and the school cause I´ve liked them all but the distance and commuting with my kids are not working. So now my school is closer and even if I have to start over again I will try to get them to count some of the points I´ve made already so I don't have to study it all again=)

AND soon I will tell you more about my other plans this year….=)

NOW some TV and resting and tomorrow lots of packages to send to my dear vintage store customers and adding more items soon!

Here´s my new favorites from last week at my INSTAGRAM:

I just love my new thing - spray tanning! Gives me such a nice skin! Does it at Janes skönhet and she uses a natural one which is a sugar composition=)
And my FREDDY wrap jeans! So comfy!! And gives you that booty due to silicon that lifts the butt upwards=) haha!


And my new favourite breakfast! Mix an avocado together with appr. 1 dl of fat free quark and a pinch of vanilla powder (add some honey if you need some sweetness). Then mash fresh raspberries and add to the top. YUM!


Love HATS and my hair from RAPUNZEL of SWEDEN=) 


And last but NOT least: I LOVE to sit by my piano and play and sing=) Will have a piano tuner here asap to fix it=) More videos will be out soon for you=)